SEX, is beautiful. These were the first words said by Pastor Judah Smith at the start of the preaching of the ZONE! :DDD And everyone went like, whoaaaaaa~! HAHAHAHA, sooo amusing. Okay first, the ZONE rocked my ass off the floor. :D Pastor Judah Smith was awesome in the workshop! What I caught from it? I can't help myself but to be, SUCCESSFUL! AMEN. And my next success shall be my O level's where I will get the desired course of my choice, AMENNNN~! And sunday service was awesome too! BECAUSE, PASTOR JUDAH SMITH WAS PREACHING AGAINNN! He's really very good! Thank God! he was there man, thank God that He sent Judah here. :DDD Tastes shapes how you see something. "Taste and see that the Lord is good!" andddd, what you trust God for, He'll give you more. Although you're not comfortable with it, you'll soon be accustomed. :D Alright, there's nothing else to talk about alr. hahahahaha. byeeeee~! <3

Alright, this book really has been a blessing to me, "He chose the nails, Max Lucado" :D Thanks Vernon! (:

When you love someone, wouldn't you want to give the best to them? Wouldn't it be just great to see the smile on their face when they receive the gift? We are at our best when we are giving. In fact, we are most like God when we are giving. Have you ever wondered why God gives so much? He could have left the world flat and gray; we wouldn't have known the difference. But He didn't. If we give gifts to show our love, how much more would He? If we, greedy and selfish people, love to give gifts, how much more does God, pure and perfect God, enjoy giving gifts to us? Jesus asked, "If you hardhearted, sinful men know how to give good gifts to your children, won't your Father in heaven even more certainly give good gifts to those who ask Him for them?" (Matthew 7:11). God's gifts shed light on God's heart, God's good and generous heart. Every gift reveals God's love, but no gift reveals his love more than the gifts of the cross. They came, not wrapped in paper, but in passion. Not placed around a tree, but a cross. And not covered in ribbons, but sprinkled with blood. The gifts of the cross.

He did it just for you.

This blog ain't gonna be used to put my feelings and emotions and my daily happenings alr. (: It's gonna be for a whole new purpose. hahahaha. You guys waittt! :D

OKAYYYY, EVERYTHING'S SETTLED AND WORKING OUT FOR GOOD! :D Thank you Daddyyyyy! I love you loadssssss! <3 I seriously think that, coming back to church like 2 years ago, was the best choice I ever made in my WHOLE life. Alright, the problem is all settled, please everyone ignore the previous posts, I wasn't myself. I was some corrupted jerk. hahahaha. I'm just lazy to remove laa. (: Wellllll, God knew that this problem was going to come, He knew when the problem would be solved and how. (: I really thank Him for all the commando friends that He gave me while I was so blind to not notice. I was being stupid, the devil was blinding me. I personally want to thank JOSHUA! for sticking up for me when people were saying about me behind my back. (: Oh and I still didn't get it, people said that I should tell them face to face if I didn't like them, but why didn't they tell me? :DDD But who cares, it's over. I've changed, let them say all they want and it's not going to affect me! :D Okay, I'm going to grow more in His love for me, NO ONE WILL PUT ME DOWN. heh!

The faker thing wasn't for you. ((:

Okayy, I pretty much screwed up my rep in church now. I GOT TO CHANGE! But only God can help me, nothing else. I will stop being so judgmental about people's outermost appearance, but only their character. (: It really hurts, it's only now that I realised. I'm sorry those people out there whom I've hurt. I didn't know it had such a big impact, I'm really sorry. Now there's only one thing or one person or one GOD that can change me, you all know the answer yeah? :D And I don't think I'd be like, focusing on making friends with girls now. My current friends are enough to keep me going. (: (Intimate terms got to go. They give a wrong impression of me. hahaha.) Alright, all these will be gone, I proclaim in Jesus name, AMEN! Oh and, I'm really happy I don't have extra classes today. :DDD

I think I just screwed up this part of my life. Daddy, help me change, help me gain back what I've lost in this period of time. I feel really, down. I seriously don't care about the friends nor what type they are. I just need You. You filled me in the past when I was empty, you were with me when I was alone. I believe you can do that for me now. Daddy, the only thing I'm pressing in hard for now is for you to speak to me this coming message in the Hillsong concert. I want to change then, at that point of time. You're faithful I know, You can do it for me. I NEED YOU, NOT ANYONE IN THE WORLD.


Almighty God, the great I Am
Immovable rock, omnipotent, powerful, awesome lord
Victorious warrior commanding kind of kings, mighty conqueror

And the only time, the only time I ever saw Him run
Is when He ran to me, took me in his arms
Held my head to his chest, said my son's come home again
Looked at my face, wiped the tears from my eyes
With forgiveness in his voice he said son, do you know I still love you
It caught me by surprise, brought me to my knees
When God ran

The day I left home, I knew I had broken his heart
I wondered then if things could ever be the same
Then one night, I remembered his love for me
And down that dusty road ahead I could see

I saw Him run to me
It caught me by surprise
Brought me to my knees
When God ran

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! <3

Alright, I can't tell you how old my mummy is, so yeah. hahahahah! PICTURESSS!

I think you have to choose friends that really click with you and not just any random person you see on the street. You have to get friends that really understands you, not a friend that jumps to conclusions at the slightest remark. Don't be such a fake, please.

I really can't find the Faith that I had in You just a few days ago. It's really hard since I'm going through such a hard time now and there's no one to talk to. I don't find myself that spiritually hungry as before, oh well, it's all the devil yeah? Save me, from him, please. Since You'll give me anything I want, give me the Faith I had in You just that few days ago, give me, also, the love you let me feel at that point of time in tomorrow's P&W. You're a faithful God, I know. (: ILY, Daddy. <3

Let go, and let God. :D




I am not skilled to understand
What God has willed, what God has planned
I only know at His right hand
Stands One who is my Savior
I take Him at his word and deed
Christ died to save me this I read
And in my heart I find a need
For Him to be my Savior
That He would leave His place on high
And come for sinful man to die
You count it strange, but once did I
Before I knew my Savior
My Savior loves, my Savior lives
My Savior's always there for me
My God He was, my God He is
My God He's always gonna be
Yes, living, dying; let me bring
My strength, my solace from this spring
That He who lives to be my King

It just feels different, talking to you again.

Everything's back to normal and well, I didn't miss you as much as I thought I would. I didn't even think of you, that's the good thing. (: Let's say this week was just a test period, I think I scored somewhat close to full marks. haha. Oh and, this post is just for me to know, and for you people out there to decipher. ;p

Okay, these few days was soooo boring! But super duper cool, can concentrate quite well in class. :D However, I didn't go to school on one day. ): Had a splitting headache in the morning and only went for the last two periods and the EL mock exam. heh! YESSS litong loves meee! :D HAHAHAHAHAHAH, go look at my facebook wall to see more. :D I'll shall end this here now. Oh yeah little sis, ALL THE BEST FOR DARE'S GOD TALENT! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RONGWEI! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING TODAYY! :DD

Okayyy, today was superrrr fun yet retarded okayy! :DD
After school, not feeling well so went home to rest before going for Rongwei's birthday celebration at ehub! Slept for like 20mins, supposed to be 30mins one okay. Then SOMEONE gave me a wake up call too early. Tskkkk. Shan't elaborate on the other points and let's get down to the fun part. :D We played the arcade game push the sweets down to get soft toys that one. Rongwei ah, don't know how to spend money hor, used like 180 bucks to get two soft toys and a TRUCKLOAD OF SWEETS! omgggg, so cool yet retarded. And I was like practically sitting beside the collection of sweets part to constantly put it in the plastic bag! hahahaha. After that, went down to new york new york to have our dinner which costs like 250 bucks?! Rongwei paid EVERYTHING you know. He told us, "if you all pay a single cent, I'll beat you guys up!" HAHAHAHA. Soooo retarded, I know. But who cares, it's once in a year! (: After that, got tai ji at ehub 5th floor carpark, girls wanna fight went there to watch and now I'm in the sweet abyss of home. :D Here are the pictures! hahaha, don't get jealous okay, I took pictures like, with Rongwei's 600 bucks. :DDDD OH YEAHHH, I PLAYED BOWLING. AND GOT LIKE 5 STRIKES IN A GAME! :DDDD I OWN MANNNNNNN. Praise God. <3

It's only the first day and I miss you so so so much. ):


Alright, I don't feel like blogging now. bye bye! (:

Okayy, the desire to blog and computers and all are gone. (: I'm so proudd of Daddy man. Erm, let's start with yesterday, after the Israel talk went to meet as a level at koufu and then walked to MRT. Suddenly felt like having a family dinner so I called my mum and we managed to arrange one. :D Oh oh oh, during tea break, Joel-chebellyy thought me abit of parkour, SO FUNN! HAHAHA. Went for family dinner and played pool till 12am went home, had my bath and slept. Sorry for being so boring okay, no mood to blog but just want to post for fun. (: OKAYYY BACK TO THE SUBSTANCEE! Today's message by Pastor Mark was just sooo cute and awesome and totally spoke to me! :D And what I caught was the message was, JESUS LOVES ME AND ONLY ME! HARHARHAR. So once I'm in his love, nothing bad will befall me and everything will turn out for good. OH and, when Pastor Mark shared about how he treated his daughter when she got bad results, it was sooo touching, almost got me in tears okayy. And I caught this really cool revelation! Since Pastor Mark, just a normal worldly father, can treat his daughter with sooo much love, how much more our Daddy God in heaven?! His love for us is like SO MUCH CAN? I BET HIS LOVE FOR US IS MORE THAN A ZILLION TIMES THAN PASTOR MARK FOR HIS DAUGHTER OKAYYY. :DDDDD I almost freaking cried in the service laaa, Holy Spirit fault, keep hugging mee. hahaha.(I don't think you guys would understand but, Alvin would. ;D) I really think that people really shouldn't be that noisy in service with pillows. Don't you think it's a little disrespectful? Maybe not a little, someone's sharing something so important and really speaks to everyone and there you are playing. And about the sms to you, I think it's a bit too harsh so I'm sorry, don't take it to heart. (: But you guys were really noisy, really. Even at alter call. Try to change? :D Oh well, really felt sooo fake during these days. hahahaha.(only to herr) For the rest of my friends should be okay laa. (: And and and, Daddy totally transformed me in the previous week laaa! Now he's gonna change me again. :DD Bye bye alll!
I'm a new Amos, RENEWED.

I feel so hurt.

KIDNAP MY HEARTT, TAKE IT WITH YOUU! :D

This song is stuck in my headdddd! hahahaha. Today was a super awesome day! :D Woke up like real early okayy. Actually not really la, 7am. :/ Okay, super no link. hahaha. Went to school and was super tired cos of the previous dayy. ): Slept during silent reading and then had enough energy to last me the whole day! yayyy! So F&N of 3 periods was free 'cause teacher didn't come, SO HAPPY OKAYYY!! Listened to music and fell asleep, after that uh, something really amusing happened.. I dreamt that I spat on the ground and in real life right, I really spat okayyy! I spat on my pants la wah laoo, d-i-s-g-u-s-t-i-n-g! Okayy, after that I didn't dare to sleep alr. hahahahaa. Carried on the whole day and had an English test after school and when the English test ended ah, something happened outside school and there were 9 policemen, went to check it out. The whole area was cordoned off la, I thought someone committed suicide or something, really. Actually, it was just a wild monkey running around. -.- But very cute laa. hahaha. I stayed there for 3 hours just to watch the policemen catch the monkey but they gave up in the end. O.O lazy policemen, no criminal to catch then go find monkey. aiyoooo! After they gave up, the monkey came down from the 9th floor and went into my school! hahahaha, so cutee laaaaa. I WANT MONKEYYYYY! D: Alright, here are pictures of the useless policemen and the MONKEYYY! <3

Today, I think it's the WORST day in my whole freaking life, and I know who's the culprit. The stupid DEVILLL. -.- Gave me a stupid dream that my dad passed away and made me cry like shit.(I REBUKE THAT IN JESUS NAME!) Made me soo tired for school, made my stupid teacher give remedial classes till 6pm la. wthhh la. HE ALSO INSTIGATED THE TEACHER TO NOT LET ME GO TOILET LOR. STUPID ONE LEHHH, I WAS SOOO QUIET IN CLASS AH, SHE LET TWO OTHER STUDENTS GO TOILET DON'T LET ME. STUPID MUSHROOOOMMMMM!! Stay in that stupid budget school for 11 hours, 10 hours of studying. I CANNOT ABSORB FOR GOODNESS SAKE. Still want to take my brother away from me, screw you la stupid devil. Make life difficult for me only, you think I'd be so easily taken down uh? I have Jesus, you can't do anything to me. Attacking me mentally isn't going to help you little creep. Since the devil can't touch me physically(with swine flu), he tried a shot at my mental state, which didn't help 'cause I know that Jesus loves me soo much and He protected me from the devil. :D Okayy, I'm really pissed and not pissed right now. But having the knowledge that God loves me every second of my life makes me feel better. :D DEVIL SCRAM OF YOU BITCH.

Actually, I just found out something reallyyy good! :D

1. I don't need girls now, it'll only make me look desperate.
2. Putting God first in all things is the priority.
3. Once I have done number 2, it'll only make more girls come after me. :D HAHAHA.

Relationship at this point of time isn't for me, I really need to concentrate on my O's and I know once I get a girlfriend, it's gonna be so hectic for me. I can't juggle my time! hahaha. Thank God for opening my mindddddd, I LOVE YOUUUU DADDYYY! <3

Back to coursework in school now. hahahahah. :D

Alrightyyy! I'm back to blogging, I guess. I'm not creating this blog for anyone now alright, it's purely, MINE! :D I figured out that I should start blogging cause, there's alot of things I've been wanting to talk about but I can't seem to talk to anyone so I want to post them online. (: I guess I have been leaving God out uh, nevermind, I'll tell him stuff first before telling you guys! :p Okay, let's start this off with CREDITS! Thanks to little miss danielle meimei for helping me get the skin done and all, thanks HAMSTERRR for helping me with the nice nice nice chatbox and thank myself for the editing. :D Many things happened last time but that's the past and I'll leave it behind. (: Okay, today. School was super duper boring la, I slept throughout the whole day before recess and no teacher woke me up, SOOOO NICEEEE! :D After that had stupid lessons(WHERE I WAS THROWN OUT OF THE CLASS FOR LAUGHING. -.-) and an English test, after school, O LEVEL MOTHER TONGUE ORAL AHHH. I tell you ah, can die one okayy. I couldn't even read a single shit laa, omggggg. ._. Anyway, I met this person like, only recently. hahaa. I think she's such a blessing to mee! :D She's a really nice nice nice perosn! (: Okayy, yesterday went to play pool with alvinieee hamsterrr and gang. hahaha. then watched transformers! :D I LOVE MEGAN FOX, LICK ME BABY! LICK ME! HAHAHAHA. kidding. :p anyway, did really cool cool cool awesome awesome awesomest of tricks in pool!(check the videos on facebook either on hamster's profile or mine) Oh oh oh, who wants me to link just sms me or tell me on msn alrighttyy? :D

Hello! Since you're here, you should know me alr. So yeahh. (: OHHH IMPORTANT! My birthday is 041193 so when my birthday arrives must buy me presents okay! :D